Real Life

...is expensive. Dag. I feel bad saying that because I am so blessed, but I'm beginning to see all the hassle with being completely independent. I think I may be alone in the way I feel about living as cheap as possible in order to put money in more important things/people/kingdom work, etc. but that doesn't really bother me.

I'm trying to find a cheap apartment where I will be working for two years and getting my masters(Lord willing) and I've come to realize there is no such thing! Awesome. Seriously, all I need is a bed. Maybe after I start working long 12 hr. shifts I will understand when people say, "yea but you will want somewhere to call home, a nice place to just relax." I hope I do understand, because until then even $500.00 seems expensive just for me to live somewhere when I don't really need an entire place as a single individual. Just because I will have money for my basic needs doesn't mean it has to be spent for them.

Haha...yea I am open to a change of mind, I'm not 100% stuck in my ways, I guess I just have a different mentality. This all will change when I have a family someday, but my needs are very basic and I just needed to vent about how all I need is just a place to sleep(which may or may not be worth $500.00 once I start work). :)

I gotta start spilling my thoughts more, its been awhile!